Sunday, August 16

I've got MY world on a string

So, the next semester of college is approaching fast and I am look forward to the change of pace. Don't get me wrong, summer is great and all, but Daniel needs some routine in his life.

I know this sounds hokey, but I do like some of the new challenges that classes bring to the table.I am still struggling with what I want to do with my life, but the more classes I take, the more direction I feel that I have; ya know?

I've been at this college thing for a while, I just wish I knew what path to take. I envy my wife a bit because she has a goal, she knows what she is doing next and she is ready to make it happen. I feel like a bit of heel because I am still wandering around not knowing with path to take.

My problem is I have trouble deciding exactly what I want to do in the long term. If I could study medicine and become a doctor in a year I would go for; the same would go for teacher or scientist or anything. The problem is the point of no return seems too far away and I get flooded with possibilities and I can't make one solid choice and stick with it.

Heck, I can't even make a character in an RPG like KOTOR or Morrowind; I have to make three or four or five and then find which one works best and then beat the game with all of them. I would do something similar with college by taking extra classes in a bunch of different subjects, but I feel like I am running out of time to do so.

I am open to suggestions, please speak up. I do not generally want to dump all my problems on strangers from the internets, but I thought why the heck not I might as well go for it.


bluepanda said...

Buddy I think you'd be an amazing doctor. I think you'd rock at being a scientist. Microbiology is a two year course - something you'd also be INSANELY good at. :) But whatever you do - I'm behind you 110% :) :)

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